OK something is wrong with every thing around here so this what you read is second part.

2.The bad part it that I am once again not a regular custemer around here which I hope
wouldn't be the case cause I have only 4 weeks of uni. And then exams that I don't plan to
study...:P.....So what has happened 2 of my poster passed on LJubljana poster festival and
I was invided to join therir work shop....also Some of you know this and I am so gratefull for
woting for me on face book, but my design for this cracers that are produced in my coutry
passed in to top 6 and I will also go on a trip to get a diploma and maybe earn some money
or a bit cocolates. But I will tell you more soon. If I would be able to have internet there I will
post regulary I hope cause there is no study....which will be bad cause I am screwed up with
work, so may stuff and exams....juck
I have a lot of ranting and wows abou Lost cause I ahven't comented on the show for a long
time but for all you skater at one epy and parts I wanted to kill Kate. I will explane my self
soon
also Lena I ahve something for you, but cause I am swampet you will see it a bit later....
xoxoxox guys and girls but C ya soon I hope...:D
 

1.Aloha and that is right I am going to meet Monika. BTW guys she is here (I mean Robbie, Iselin, Megan, Lorna and Alice) and she is using the name realynn8 

 

That is right I am back, so hello! :D Pls don't kill me. I have a good reason why I haven't been around. Well my baby laptop died and there is no chance that I will ever revive it ; /, not that I tried, it has been to 3 different servers and at the end I gave bunch of money (cause apperenty I screwed it up, but I didn't so I gave money for nothing but that is not the point.) You see cause of that I have to work on uni or at home on my dads and brothers computer which is imposible cause they bouth are game junkies. So all of that is causing me to slow down with my free time activities, ;(. Plus I have to work way to much, cause this is my last year before the diploma part of uni and I have to get stuff in my portfolio, I am still suprised to win the global warming poster contest, well I am in top hundred with 2 posters. Also I started a new job. Stupid job. I am an animator for my uni. Cause it is time for all those highschool boys and girls to pick what to study or go to work so I am there to tell them what to do, how to get info and all that stuff. Also it is fun, cause I can fight with parents who are idiots - bigets. ;D, you wouldn't bolieve how may stupid parents plus kids I met there. Bunch of girls got interested by the fact that we have photography (which this semester I am rocking with my new camera) and especiali with the fashion photography.OMG! Sorry but the thought that they would be fashion models if they study design. *rolleyes*. Also I did a couple of photot shoots in studio with my friends and this guy whic totaly pissed us of so we are kind of runing away from him (he is a bad idea stealer).
With the life part, I don't remeber when I was out last time, since semester break, but since we got 2 days for Ester holidays I decided to go to my friend in mountins, and I loved it there, it was so fresh and peacefull. I have alergies but there, I don't know what it was, the fact that is fresh air, I could smell everything without nose drooling, which I can't say it is good at home. I don't mind that ppl smoke, I don't but I don't judge, except from my father cause I sleep in the livingroom (it is better cause it is spacy to work and I don't like to wake my brother while I am working) but he smokes like 3 packs a day, and I think between 60 - 178 snees I am about to die.
Like today I went out to do photograpy stuff with my friend and I got sick, case I feel like crap at home.

And the last part. I toled my self not to comet this but I can't. I am masivli watching lost every week, and if I am not in the position my great asistent makes it happen cause she is uber fan like me. But I must point out couple of facts.
1. The last epy, I don't know why was far the best this season.
2. I hated Kates central last week, cause what kind of stupid reason did she had for going back, and Casady saing all that discusting stuff about Sawy, wanted to smack her, she wasnt there, if he gets back with her ever again, (Cas) I would boycot the show for ever. He even cared for little Clem.
3. Ti is so waird with Juliet and Sawy, and Kate and Sawy.
4. I decided I hate Jacko, I liked him the last season, and I liked him of the island way more. In spoilers they siad that this season Jack will become man more of faith, and Locke more of science. Which was more the first 6 epys when they were of the island. And the kid Ben stuff I can't forgive him.
5. I had a interesting conversation with my friedn Leo how Sayid had to kill Ben while he was kid, and how they should have let him die.
Come on, I think Sayed it a wacko, first he doesn't bolieve in time traveling, then he experences it and backstabs his friends cause of the personal revenge, desn't he know that he can't change that, and what him and Jacks ass desizions make it posible to turn Ben in to an monster.
6. What is up with our bolived Kate and Rodger aka. Bens pops, will she be a new Ben mama.
7. Also I do bolieve Kate is pregnent, I do bolieve that is from Jacks one night stand.
8. Ok OMG, what is wrong with Locke, god know I loved him form the begining but he is at this moment enlitment it freaks me out.
9. I don't know what to think about Ben and Charles, at one momet I thought Ben is bad, but it is so confusing, so at the moment I think bouth of them are evil, or good, and I don't know what to think.
10. The new Losties are driving me nutts, I know Ben brought some madnes to them, but those ppl are evil, Lapidus is good man, realy good, actaly normal and they are so like savidges, it is like from the begining every men for him self.
11. And where the hell are Rose and Bernard and Dan, strangely I miss Dan.
12. I can't wate for the next epy, I so wanted to know more about Miles, I love the guy, also I think he will go bye bye from the show ;( but still. I saw the promo and it was promising way to much.

and last the last I wish you all a

So here I go again. I didn't had special day, well I had the most boring days ever. I slept till 11 pm, resting, aldow I planed to study and practice for contests, but I said nah, so I cleand up my table form all the shit I don't need. I also tried to find a good laptop service but no results there so I am forced to deliver my laptop in to hands of a monster ;(. After that I did nothing, watch TV a bit, and that is it. About 5:30 I went out with my friend for a hang out. I had great time. When I hang out with here I lose the idea of time. She even gave me a earlier present, a Power Puff Blossom key chain. I kind of felt bad, cause I toled her I will give her a magazine that I have subcrision and the for no reson set me the same number twice. We I caned home wathced Dexter and Sex and the City, talked with my mom and I am here doing more nothing. :P

Oh I also stolen this from Megan jakiemc  simce I am craving for a meme.

( not relised.... )

Hey again lady end gentle man. I am not going to be online today. As you can see my mood is set on sleep. Ye yesterday I couldn't resist watching TV so I stayed up till 3 am, and woken up at 8 am so I bit hate my self. I went to Economy Uni. There were 5 of us suppose  to go and pick grades and signitures from Marketing from whole generation but while I was going there everybody decided to sleep. God I was bitchy cause it was so cold outside, and this was the first day in last sunny week that withe foam was coming out of my mouth every time I inhaled. When I came there I found out that one other person was coming (Nevena) so I wated for her at the main gates as we originaly planed but then I found out that she is at the different gates, and It took me way to long to get there cause that Uni is hudge. I mena you cound get lost and probably they wouldn't find you in weeks. It is part of campus and only on that Uni they inrole 2 000 ppl a year, not even comparing to mine, we are happy if they decide to inrole 30. So wehn I found her we went to find the cabinet. The building actualy had wings, and when we camed they wouldn't let us take all the indexs cause everybody has to pick it's own, so after a short argue they let us. So we hoppend in to a tram and split cause she was bringing indexes to ppl who had Pshology exam and I was brigin to all the rest. After that I met up with my other firends, decided to go on Art History exam week later and then went eating with boys from second year. Then we went to uni to get all the rest of grades (the one my profesor forgottne to give last year), but no life wouldn't be easy if I would get home at 12:30. Profesors were late. And warst 2 of my friend and me decided to play memory with unis promo postcards. Last year they put like 20 photos of diferent posters, chairs, fonts and bla bla, but not all were given aways so we played and we took all flor :P. So the stupid profesor insted of doing their work decided to wathc us and they even took pictures of us caus ehtey thought we were cute O_o. But when they finaly were done they gave us the grades, but first my graphic design profesors called me in aside and said that they were a bit dicapointed with my last work (ok I don't get why did they gave me A then) and how I am much better and how they know it is not my falt, and how they expect me to be a bit better cuas ethey are sending me to one national and one international competition. OK wtf, I am not that good. Well other ppl will be going but they said that they are counting on me. What a presure. I mena I am flatered but seriously I ma not that good, plus it totaly freaked me out. I was so freaked out that when I got home I felt beaten. I am not in the mood to go outside tonight and I want to celebrate.

Well this is it, over and out, and one way shorther entry. :P

Hey guys! I hope you are all ok, I know it has been a while, but the sproject sumitions and exam time was so sorry for not me beeing around here. Since I write this yesterday, at them momet today I promisse I will snoop around your jurnals at this monet.
The reason that I am not online right knaw is that my brother is acting like a total bitch and not letting me do anything and since he is a big big bitch, and can snap me like a twing I am not in the position to argue. But there are some good news I almost passed everything, well except art hystory that I decided to pass next week and marketing.
I was suppose to take the exam tomorrow aka today (Monday) but I am so tierd, last week was total killer, every day one exam or project submition, and the week before was like that as well. But I am kind of happy how it turned out, I have one C in enviroment psycology, and 2 B History of design and Photography.
The rst are A, which is good since I plan to pass Marketing with D. Like I give a dam.
On the subject of life I had a brake down two weeks ago (I screamed and wanted to kill my self), I was so so tierd of the whole stuation, and I had a fight with my profesors. They said I don't give a dam for anything what is partialy truth, but I need a rest, me human. I was alos pissed of at the fact that they inroled me in to bunch of project withouth asking me if I have time or maybe another life.
I am so afraid of that shit. Plus I was kind of pissed of at my bad luck. I had designed a book that is 6 and a half meters long, The Tales and poems of E.A. Poe, and everybody said, yes it is posibel to print on that long paper bouth sides, and it turend out that it is not ;D, lucky me. But experimenting for like 123456675432 times and a lot of terars and swet I made it but after killing my own printer they asked me to made another one.
Oh I almost forgotten I think I am beening stalked so I am thinking of becoming firends only -  pls coment? And the story goes like this. My friend Vanessa is kind of guetting obeseed with me. I think it is cute but I don't want her to see my private stuff taht I sare with you. I mean I tell her a lot of private stuff too but it is not like this. Well she kind of copied my last fm playlist, the stuff she is not listening. And I don't want her to be like that.
At first when I met her, and when she asked me if she could wear the badges liek I did, or to get the same bag as I do, I didn't mind. But I don't want to make space monkey on my picture. I mena I still like her, and consider her a great firend, but I like her to stay what she is and I find it a bit silly to use me as her role model. I am not cool.
Oh since we are speaking of cool. My asistent Marina (yes she has the smae name as me) found out that we bout drool over Jared Leto and love excuse me LOVE lost, so she is sneding me articals and stuff about it lol. Which is grat cause somebody not so dorkish like me is doing it and way obsessive as me. I usualy find the show links the day before around 1 pm, but she get them at 7 am.
One cool thing happended to me. I mett Jonathan Barnbrook. He had an exebition and my friend made a type speciment on his font Bastard. http://new.myfonts.com/fonts/virusfonts/bastard/
And I fallen in love with him. He is so great in peron, and he is not like all thos eposh designer who will not talk to you. He even invited my friend Vina who had made it to go and wisit his studio, and toled her to hriend him on facebook.
I kind of got over my sleeping problems, but my strange dreams are kicking in. The ppl I tell them tell me to write a book about them but when I started it freaked me out a bit. Last night I dremt that I was in a tolilet of some park. And that this guy I knew came in and saw me and say hello, and then he hugged me, and after that this girl I know camed in and she tolled me to hurry. Zhen the guy started to tuch my right cheek and after that he smelled my nose (wtf).
Then I left (I alomst waken up, cause it freeked me out) and I was out in the nature and camed down some rock stairs. But before that I saw two of my friends who are a bit of stoners, and they said my couselt is wating for me. And I saw this letters made out of leves and brunches, but they didn't make any sense, so I organized them in a ward, and streighten them up. So when I wne tdown I hopped in to a car, where was my cousent (btw she doesn't have a driwings licence)
. The car was all messed up, and I we were supose to be sitting in differet direction. She took me home to my grandmothers house, which was the same from outside, even had the plum trees in the fron garden like it was two years ago, but inside was differet. Then my mom asked me to get go to a store to buy something, so I did, and the whole town, was like beeing re bild. In the store I found my other freind whos is a bit crazy which was find with me caus ehse is like taht all the time.
But I don't like to listen to her in real life so I didn't knaw and left to find my friend Petra who driven me to her brothers place. Then her brother took her car, and she got pissed cause some parts got stolen (which actaly happened to her 2 weeks ago), and then we driven of. Outise the wholie time was sunny but then it turend a bit stormish and we driven in to the ocean. Everything was dark blue, and in some part of the ocena there was a little sun and the bats were in the ocean as well atacking us.
SO we dived in to the see. And that is how it ends.
Alos today aka yesterday,I kind of got the idea that I could use my other pirces that I had problems with and I had diecided to closen them up, but I got the stupid idea that it would work, so I took my coconut earings, with wooden needles, and poked them to make the metals scraps went trough, and I kind of :d well made them belled an swallen 3 times, it is like I have round stone balls under my skin.
Also I have 0 idea what will I do for my 23 birhtday, it is in 3 day. I wish it will all desepear so I could sleep. I want to rest but it wouldn't bee ok to my friends, and family.


And knaw today, I spent almost whole morning at uni, to find out that my graphic grades will be given tomorrow in afternoan, and that Marketing profesor didn't came. So we gaved our index to his asistent, and she was all bitchy why we didn't get his signature earlier, da we wanted to but the baster didn't came, so 3 of us tomorrow will be going to his original Uni (Economy) and wate for our stuff. OMG I will die cause I have to get up so eary, and horor movies will me playing on tv for the whole night. ;(
One bad storry Ihad forgotten to tell you about is taht my laptop complitely dyded on me, I miss it so much, and all my stuff that I did are on it so I am afraid that my data will be lost.
Another bad thing is that lost spoiler that is under this lj cut for those who do not want to be spoiled here( here ) pissed me sou much of. Man I want some SKate loving.
On the other hand I just camed buck form shoping of my new camera ;D. I know wooo hooo. I almost didn't get it since I suck at photography, but my last camera (Practica) is broken - she I way to old fot the stuff we are doing at the momnet. So I got Canon - EOS 500. I hope it is good. I was happy about it but I am still afraid, I lamost bought Yashica, and there was Nikon in the game as well. But I decided for this one since last two weeks I used my friends Canon and it was ok and I don't want to waste my brains and time on something that is new for me.
Well this is it.
I hope I didn't write to much ;D.

Hey guys, I am here aldow it is still studying time. ; (  and it is getting worse and worse. Today would be pretty much ok day, if they didn't killed me on visual communications, last week they decided I should start with the new idea cause the last one didn't turned what they expected. And I anly had to cause up with 6 new and and posters in like 5 days, with all the other work. OH I suck at everything these days. But today was the worst. They totaly spided on everything I did, and they toled me to do it. I am the only one that will not submit project on time I am scared, cause visual comunications are my fav subject and no mather what I had always been there, on every class. They said that I didn't put my self in to project and that it is dead ( well who wouldn't bee after they crap all over everythong you did before, not to mention that this furm I have for the 3rd time, I can't make it new so soon). This totaly killed me. But some positive sides today I had psihology exam, and for the firs time I thought it went great, I was done like in 24 minutes, and I thought written everything, after that I wnet home for all my ilsutratiuons cause we were supposed to be graded. At home I got this bad sicknes, so I was a bit late, but profesor didn't mind. The only thing it that I was the only one who got A which kind of pissed me of, cause he is inlove with what I do, but I am on diferent level then othe people (not that I am showing of I wnet to art school and that shows) and I think they should be trieated how much they make it better, not considering hte other people. After that I wnet out wiht my friends for a lunch and went to exebition (expresionists) cause we had 3 hours free. And boy o boy it was great I had fallen inlove with 2 peaces so badly, to bad we couldn't take pics.
And a look at the last week, it wasn't that bad, my PLAN B magazine was delivered on time this month, and they had some thing about Lost ;D, but the stupidest thing is that I got 2 same numbers, so I decided to give one, and to give it to my friend Vanessa, cause he is having some problems so I hope that will chear her up.
Plus my other friend might had got me a job designing this magazine...which I would do for free, cause I love it .Also my other asistent that has the same name as me, aperently likes me. She asked me if I could give her some crazy "crappy" font and she is all nice which is so wearid cause I thought she hated me.
Also I can't wate for lost I know it is starting in one day, you lucky Americans, I will have to wate for day or more to downlaod it and I am allready watching trailer like 3-4 times I day. I can't wate. I will die before it starst. Well I am off, couldn't help my self not to post. Love ya all.

Oh I had forgotten I saw last epy of House. The one where Willsons babe.....(sorry for speaking in codes but I know some ppl are abstinating from spoilers) and I must say I was pissed of how it ended. It was so sos so so stupid. What it will hapen if ppl were happy for one momet. They could play out other life situatios. Well this ending killed my House hope so I am planing to kill my slef in some spoilers at the moment. xo

Another bitchy randome post from me. I am sorry cause you will going to see this but I have to put it out cause I can't cry and I am bursting out of madness. So today was one of the worst days ever, they made my book a bit crappy well a lot, they cut the crops wrongly so the new design layout I had made looked like crap, well on one page and my profesor a total asshole + one more ass for his face and fuck all hif fonts he designd and becomed fames cause it turned him in to a monster, he was acting like I was some shit today and I didn't do anything like look at the poor stupid girl so I when we had to submit our work I had trowne the book at his tabe and said with all my love (and I am all for autority and respect, never done taht in ym life). Afther that he looked my font and acted pretty ok. Vut then my friend backedstabed me by saying she wants to use font that I picked for my new desing, and they let her and toled me to use some crappy font cause she is way cool, I wa sso pissed I halp her everytime and this is what I get, thanks a lot. I feel so betreyed and angry at all of them, what is the worst I helpe her all the time, today, for example I helped her draw her sketches cause she didn't have ideas, I know some part of me shouldn't be angry cause sometimes (but less then I do) she helps me too, but in that clase I am not wary apriciated and she is so I work doube hard and she if she does nothing gets help form profesor and assistent so I don't apriciate somethig I work hard for is stolen from me.
Plus with this adititonal homework I had to do work for my dad and did n0thing and since here 22:36 I am quiting cause I am never ever planing to stay all night doing shit like I use to. Plus House will start.
Once again I am sorry for this.

love ya all

Hey there guys. Here is one quick and boring post so you don't say I have forgotten about you. So this week, so boring and forsed, I made a bunch of stuff for typography tomorrow that my profesor will hate, but at the moment I don't care. Well I do I made a bunch of waird stuff. But the whole time I was counting down for the weekend and I did nothing. 2 minutes ago I found out thta pycology exam was canceled which is ok...but since I had been studying, and it has twisted all my plans for photography class (since aperently this semester I suck at it). BTW I was out today to thake night pictures, which caused my mood icon to look fozen. It started to snow again and since we have to do night light pictures, 3 of us forzen it was -6 degres when we started and it was getting cloder. But before I meet up with them a drunk guy on the bike almost run in to me but I had got away so he had fallen down. At first he was swearing at me so bad, and I didn't know what to do, should I go or leave him, cause it wasn't my falf, but a giant drunk man didn't see that. So I took the bike of hima and pulled him up, and some guy decided to help him as well and the guy sudenly stoped cursing me and said : "wate, I am sorry hunny I am a bit drunk and I the booz is talking form me. Thanks seety for helping me". OK wtf, I almost bursted.
Well this is it, oh and I missed the apoitment to inrole in next step of belly dancing, so as my frineds, it is so stupid they changed the place and it is wary far away for a lot of us, plus I am kind of glad cause a slob like me distroind the dance flor a couple of times ;D
So I am going to take care of my family (well my mom she is so sick) and watch American Beauty for like 100 time...:P....I can't help my self it is so god dam good.
Knaw wish me luck cause I have a lot oh unplaned homework for graphicks to do....C ya and hope everybody is ok...:D