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Entry tags:	he, life, love, school, travel

Story gets trough...
Hey ho! Long time again we haven't spoken. I just didn't have time and I didn't know what to say when you are drained. Holidays what to say about that. Well I love and hate them. To me it is time I want to have for more sleep and doing nothing but it never ends like that. A lot of my friends had birthdays, and then x-mas gifts I claimed a bankcropsy. This past days were so tiring and I haven't done a lot, well a big zero, and a lot of project submitions are, plus my photography professor tolled me that I am the devil. It was quite mean and sad situation. Cause the whole time the assistent was telling me I am doing things fine and he said that I am total idiot but not in a noce way. He said that I am a bad person and screamed at me in fromt of my class plus make fun of me. I was hurt, didn't cry till I get home (what did that idiot expect I am half blind and 90% of ppl use half digital cameras that sharpen them s4elfs, my is complitely analog so I sharpen with my eyes and hands). I thought he had the right but aperently when I got home and at Uni next day everybody said camed to me and congratelated me cause they aperetly he actted like a jurk.
There were some cool parts, like my friend Lana had a birtday and we went to Vienna with her. Those who are friends with me can see 3 albums on facebook. And the sumery is YOU MUST GO THERE. I hate traveling, I know I am a freek but I do, but Vienna is so so so cool, the streets are beautiful, and the food, oh my god the food, I had the best cakes and sossages there. Plus I boght the bigest hairclip there (it is half zize of my head) and the pretty big pencile (like those pointy sticks Buffy uses to kill vampiers)....lol.....
The other thing I don't know what plans you have for new year, but my idea was to stay home and watch movies, and I would be pretty happy with that idea. Like spending time in my warm center. But everybody was like feeling bad for me, they didn't last year so I don't get what is the big deal but this tim was aperently big cause my friend callled me form her trip (she is in France) and cryed allmost cause I would be poor and alone on new years. So I kind of got tierd people feeling bad for me, so I said yes to a party invite but I so am not in a mood to go, first the ticket cost like 15 dolars, and the worst part came when I found out that HE and SHE will be there. OH earth eat me. I am Jacks self dissapointment and broken heart. I mean come on. I suffered enough. I will try not to get bumered and away from them. Maybe I wouln't spend it on last party when they were every step next to me.

Well Happy NEW YEAR I HOPE THIS ONE WILL BE BETTER THEN LAST ONE ;D I LOVE YOU ALL.

ups and a meme I stolen form minuh that I forgotten to fill on my own...:P

1. What did you do in 2008 that you'd never done before?
   Traveled to Vienna, eat cake that my mom made for the first time, baked pancakes properly, passed both maths :D, went to the Zoo in winter, posed nude for my friend (she posed me too), taken pics of my nude models, inroled to 3rd year, went to a party alone, woren skirt, instaled printer and scaner all by my self.....man I have to do more exciting thing, or thing I remember better...:D
    
2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions?
   I never have them, but I did changed my underwear on the midenight of last year, cuase some contry in Asia does it ;D
    
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
   Not realy, I know people but I don't consider them close, maybe Ines.
    
4. Did anyone close to you die?
   I don't rememer, oh I am a bad person. ;(
    
5. What countries did you visit?
   Slovenia, Ausria
    
6. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
   I don't know, more free time, more lolipops, self confidence, freedom, sucess.
    
7. What date from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
   I don't do dates, maybe Lana's birthday, 13.12. the day we went to Vienna.
    
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
   Passing MATH!!! thank you thank you....:D
    
9. What was your biggest failure?
   Getting weight, not having enough currage to face my problems.
    
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
    Well my asthma was pretty bad this year.
     
11. What was the best thing you bought?
    The pants from Fox that were chepest ever, and a new printer.
     
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
    I don't get this.
     
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
    Mine, my parents, HIS, HERES, my freinds.
14. Where did most of your money go?
    Uni endles number of prints and killed trees in proces that no one cares about.
     
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
    Once again I bring MATH on the table ;D
     
16. What song will always remind you of 2008?
    Bloc Party - Flux cause I was on it all the summer :P
     
17. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
    I don't know, I guess I am happier but I will put it in this way I am sadder about other stuff but happier about some stuff I was sad before.
     
18. Thinner or fatter?
    Fatter.
     
19. Richer or poorer?
    Poorer. The worst thing is that I worked whole summer.
     
20. What do you wish you'd done more of?
    Having fun, going out, watching TV, beeing online more, sleep,.
     
21. What do you wish you'd done less of?
    Work, bee depresed and exosted, moped.
     
22. How did you spend Christmas?
    Sleeping, watching TV and eating my moms delicious dinner.
     
23. How did you spend new year's eve?
    On the internet, at home.
     
24. Did you fall in love in 2008?
    Yes unfortunately ;(, why did that shit happened to me.
     
25. How many one-night stands?
    I don't do that.
     
26. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
    I don't know, well a little bit but I wouldn't say hate.
     
27. What was the best book you read?
    Harry Potter and Deathly Holow....the only  book I had time to read.
     
28. What was your greatest musical discovery?
    Bloc Party, it wasn't so much a discovery, more a old cd discovery.
     
29. What was your favourite film of the year?
    Juno and Little Miss Sunshine, Death Proof.
     
30. What did you want and get?
    More GB of space on my computer, Hello Kitty stuff, new camera, more design books.
     
31. What did you want and not get?
    Things I will never need.
     
32. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
    Uh I am 22, and it was sad cause I worked all day, and then I went to a coffie with my friends and most of them canceled in last minute.
     
33. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
    Passing whole year, oh and smocchig HIM.
     
34. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008?
    More girly, more grey, more I am me.
     
35. What kept you sane?
    Fanta, a lot of it and Bounty bars.
     
36. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
    No it is still Brad Pitt. But my personal hero is still Evangeline Lilly.
     
37. What political issue stirred you the most?
    I don't do politics but I guess the American elections, war in the world.
     
38. Who did you miss most?
    Maja, my self.
     
39. Who was the best new person you met?
    Lana. :D
     
40. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008:
    Take a rest when you need it.
     
41. Lyric that sumps up your life in 2008
If your right hand is causing you pain
Cut it off cut it off
If your colours have started to run
Let them all run, run away from you