Hey ho! Long time again we haven't spoken. I just didn't have time and I didn't know what to say when you are drained. Holidays what to say about that. Well I love and hate them. To me it is time I want to have for more sleep and doing nothing but it never ends like that. A lot of my friends had birthdays, and then x-mas gifts I claimed a bankcropsy. This past days were so tiring and I haven't done a lot, well a big zero, and a lot of project submitions are, plus my photography professor tolled me that I am the devil. It was quite mean and sad situation. Cause the whole time the assistent was telling me I am doing things fine and he said that I am total idiot but not in a noce way. He said that I am a bad person and screamed at me in fromt of my class plus make fun of me. I was hurt, didn't cry till I get home (what did that idiot expect I am half blind and 90% of ppl use half digital cameras that sharpen them s4elfs, my is complitely analog so I sharpen with my eyes and hands). I thought he had the right but aperently when I got home and at Uni next day everybody said camed to me and congratelated me cause they aperetly he actted like a jurk.
There were some cool parts, like my friend Lana had a birtday and we went to Vienna with her. Those who are friends with me can see 3 albums on facebook. And the sumery is YOU MUST GO THERE. I hate traveling, I know I am a freek but I do, but Vienna is so so so cool, the streets are beautiful, and the food, oh my god the food, I had the best cakes and sossages there. Plus I boght the bigest hairclip there (it is half zize of my head) and the pretty big pencile (like those pointy sticks Buffy uses to kill vampiers)....lol.....
The other thing I don't know what plans you have for new year, but my idea was to stay home and watch movies, and I would be pretty happy with that idea. Like spending time in my warm center. But everybody was like feeling bad for me, they didn't last year so I don't get what is the big deal but this tim was aperently big cause my friend callled me form her trip (she is in France) and cryed allmost cause I would be poor and alone on new years. So I kind of got tierd people feeling bad for me, so I said yes to a party invite but I so am not in a mood to go, first the ticket cost like 15 dolars, and the worst part came when I found out that HE and SHE will be there. OH earth eat me. I am Jacks self dissapointment and broken heart. I mean come on. I suffered enough. I will try not to get bumered and away from them. Maybe I wouln't spend it on last party when they were every step next to me.

Well Happy NEW YEAR I HOPE THIS ONE WILL BE BETTER THEN LAST ONE ;D I LOVE YOU ALL.

ups and a meme I stolen form minuh that I forgotten to fill on my own...:P

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