First I wish you all a HAPPY NEW YEAR TWO ZERO ZERO NINE, I hope you will have a great on no mater where you are ;D. I wasn't that happy with mine 2009, it wasn't bad but I am not starting it good. I stayed home watched TV movies till 21: 30 when I meet up (and I almost coled her cause there were so good movies on TV) with my friend. She bought me a Christmas gift which I so wans't expecting but it was cool. We went to the party but since it is far away when my second uni is (the building), we couldn't find it. It was no nuber on the posters they said it is in old factory near the Uni no nuber, so I had to humiliate my self and call this guy who thinks allready that I am masive stupid to tell me where the entrence is. Thank god he was no help so we snooped around a bit and found it. It was about 22:30 when we camed, and there were no people. There were 5 rooms, one where the drinks were surved , one with toliets, and 3 dance flores. We went on the last one where my friend who is a freelance VJ DJ was playing. It begoned pretty ok until when Vanessa and I went to check another flor and saw HER and I want a bitch and said hello SHE is ok after all, and couple of minute ago SHE said that SHE made plans with HIM and HE popped out of nowhere and he was shocked to see me and Vanessa there. I mean I said what the hell you know they will be there aldow I was hoping for 600 people that will be there that we wouldn't see THEM but shit happens. So they kind of split up and SHE went dancing with us almost the whole night and HE will came there a bit. After some time she went away but then THEY camed back and smooched next to me, hold hands, daced the worst part is that everytime Vanessa and me moved they will folow us and Vanessa was all up to stay there and danc with them ( I think she gets that I like him and that that will magicaly help me O_o). There were a bounc of other people there that I know and they all were trying to get me drunk and giving me free drugs....lol........it was funny cause a nerd in me is far away form that and I just came there to danc and have a good time, but them my friend gave me a "coca cola" which was his mix of rum, tequila, apsent and some hevy booz, so I drank a half l of it and 2 l of bear and I didn't get drunk ;D...two guys I never knew tryed to make out with me they kissed me 2-3 times but I sad no....and they were fine with it...which was nice aldow they were cute. Around 4:20 we decided to go home, and we walked :P....which was so cule cause the moment we steped out of there like minute of there it started to snow and it was snowing pretty hard. Beside some of unconvinenc I had it would be pretty great new year I just hope that fortune will not be with me next year....:D

Hey ho! Long time again we haven't spoken. I just didn't have time and I didn't know what to say when you are drained. Holidays what to say about that. Well I love and hate them. To me it is time I want to have for more sleep and doing nothing but it never ends like that. A lot of my friends had birthdays, and then x-mas gifts I claimed a bankcropsy. This past days were so tiring and I haven't done a lot, well a big zero, and a lot of project submitions are, plus my photography professor tolled me that I am the devil. It was quite mean and sad situation. Cause the whole time the assistent was telling me I am doing things fine and he said that I am total idiot but not in a noce way. He said that I am a bad person and screamed at me in fromt of my class plus make fun of me. I was hurt, didn't cry till I get home (what did that idiot expect I am half blind and 90% of ppl use half digital cameras that sharpen them s4elfs, my is complitely analog so I sharpen with my eyes and hands). I thought he had the right but aperently when I got home and at Uni next day everybody said camed to me and congratelated me cause they aperetly he actted like a jurk.
There were some cool parts, like my friend Lana had a birtday and we went to Vienna with her. Those who are friends with me can see 3 albums on facebook. And the sumery is YOU MUST GO THERE. I hate traveling, I know I am a freek but I do, but Vienna is so so so cool, the streets are beautiful, and the food, oh my god the food, I had the best cakes and sossages there. Plus I boght the bigest hairclip there (it is half zize of my head) and the pretty big pencile (like those pointy sticks Buffy uses to kill vampiers)....lol.....
The other thing I don't know what plans you have for new year, but my idea was to stay home and watch movies, and I would be pretty happy with that idea. Like spending time in my warm center. But everybody was like feeling bad for me, they didn't last year so I don't get what is the big deal but this tim was aperently big cause my friend callled me form her trip (she is in France) and cryed allmost cause I would be poor and alone on new years. So I kind of got tierd people feeling bad for me, so I said yes to a party invite but I so am not in a mood to go, first the ticket cost like 15 dolars, and the worst part came when I found out that HE and SHE will be there. OH earth eat me. I am Jacks self dissapointment and broken heart. I mean come on. I suffered enough. I will try not to get bumered and away from them. Maybe I wouln't spend it on last party when they were every step next to me.

Well Happy NEW YEAR I HOPE THIS ONE WILL BE BETTER THEN LAST ONE ;D I LOVE YOU ALL.

ups and a meme I stolen form minuh that I forgotten to fill on my own...:P

( I got a thing about you... )

Aloha there. I hope everyone is better then me not that I am feeling bad my self it is just I am getting sick again and I hate it. My had hurts pretty bad. I went to the doc and she doesn't know what is wrong with me beside that my lips are turning blue way too much. I even scared my friend I just didn't see it coming. I felt bad actually I guess I need a break as soon as it is possible. This week we had worked and that project that we aka my team that is made of my friends Sonja, Romana and Petra  and we named it air, cause it is making design about his air mesurring stations. I am the team captin, as I said it but I kind started to fight with my team. Which made me so depresased. I go to this meating see those two ands then got pissed by them. Not that I am beeing here a bitch but I am the one who had in our class all As, the other one is had B's onde A and the other two had Cs. Knaw I never consider my self know it all miss, but I am useing the right to say I know something and they saboaged all my ideas so I went on my own and worked alone aldow they were bitchy and were pissed cause I did my stuff way more then there ideas, but they didn't do theres at all, I did like 90% of everything and taht is the reason I am sick. But when we made presentations to the profsors and asisstens well they said I did this alone and guess what the guy I like my ex assisten loved it and all the profesors too. It was the best idea from all the teams, and it has a lot of chance to be the wining one, I will try to post it tomorrow when I will be posting banners. I must say at one moment I was glad cause they said and this is what Marina did like I am some kind of an idiot. And when we finished it was the teams idea. But they all knew it and in the end I will be glad if we win beside the everything. Aldow I was pissed cause non of them except Petra apologized to me for acting like that.
Oh yee the guy I like liked it!!! :D I know I am a baby I even smiled when I was writing about it. And something strange happened he camed up to me while we had presentationa and comet on others people work with me. Alos when I was doing the presentation he said he bought a book in London that he would bring me the next day and that is so me. Also he flirted a bit. And when my profesor asked me about what I do (the belly dancing) and I didn't want them to know he chated on me on facebook. He tesed me and send me messages about what I do and what is my style, and how this book is fantastic, and how he loves my work ( which is one of the reason people thought he was inlove with me last year) and how are plans for the freshment party going and bla bla. So tell me is it all in my mind cause I am going nuts. The next day he camed up to me to tell me he was in a hurry on his job and he has forgotten the book but he will bring it to me on Monday. OK I know it is what the fuck. But guy never give me this suppoart plus he didn't need as reason to conctact me. And also he has send me some links to some events and partys. I realy don't know what to do. I thogut I mybe underastemeted his relationship with that girl but I don't know. People say they are just good friends. Help pls! I need some other opinios. All my other friends don't know I like him and I kind of hate the fact that they are all mesuring me with him.
One other thing my art work graphic, well my profesor in ilustration has enterd them on this exebition competition and they. I am the only one aldow I didn't realy wanted to go but the taled to me that I will only bring me good, still I am not perfering the art part, I am a designer. And the bad part was that I had to print them on big formats, so I kind of bancropted. And I took a day off didn't go to uni, so I could rest and do some other thing but I had to go and do the administrativ work. So no rest I am so happy cause this year we will heave 3 insed 2 holly day weeks :D guess what I will be doing.
Today I did this stupid marketing esej my fredns need so reright it cause we are paired. Alos I am leaving to Viean nex weekend. My friend is having birtday there. So this is it form me cause I am dead tierd and going to sleep it is 22:52.
See ya tomorrow probablly cause I a have to post banner. Lova people!!!
xoxoxox