Hey guys, guess who is here!
Once again I haven't been around here so much. I had those exams and after we had aplications and exam for 2 years for a magister of design aka the real diploma. But the best part is that I got the first one :D. It finally got to me in last 4 day and I did it. I passed the last 3 exams, and I am pretty proud of my self. I was so afraid, and sad cause not everybody (the people I study with) wanted me to go father and finished. I got 3 aka C in Marketing, I should have got a B but the guy decided since I was here at this time I deserve a lower grade - the basterd I know it is knid of my fout cause I got in a fight with him a lot of times, and I still think and partilay know I am right cause the unis secretery tolled me he is a nut cause. The photograhy kind of went eseyer then I thought. The profesor was pretty strict but since I like walked miles surching for stuff he wanted to be taken on pictures (we are not suppose to like put canles and take a photo we are suppose to find real life shit), my spirit got beaten by the fact that my friends wanted me to secrefise my grade and do worse so they could have A. But I didn't I gave away my best photos and got B. (the thing with them was that aldow they are better photographers then me they were scared they would get B so if I look worse then they would look better and aldow I do bolieve in friednships I am not Jesus and I know they would screw me over like they did numerous of times)
After that we had map submiting and interwievs, which aldow they had happended 2 days ago, I am still tierd, more mentaly then phisicaly. I was not planing to tell you how it all went but here are some funny jokes that came out so you could think that my profesors are idiots and still have the tittle of teacher after that
1. I am the departmant of visual comunications and there were suppose to be 5 mentors on inteview but there were only 2 later 3
2. the reason for that was that they forgotten about it
3. they were late for hour and a half
4. I was on there talking to then for 2 minutes where they asked me 3 stupid questions which I answered with yes and no and then they talked how briliant I am (everyone esle was thre form 7-30 minutes)
5. on other departmant, the industrila design when one girl with her last name starting with K was about to enter the mentor tolled her that is L time and toled her that she must learn the alphabet cause the letter L is before it
6. sorry I have to bold the No. 5 cause it is joke of the century

There were some downfalls as well like form 20 of us soem ppl quited and a lot of them werent let in so knaw there are 10 of us.


I would have made this entry before but I was out last night celebrating and went to the movies. I wached inglorious basterds.
and you should watch it to the movie is fantastic and I am not a big fan of tarantino.
I this is up for me I have been sick after last night so I am going to bed but from what I have seen this year is not suppose to be a bad ass so hopefully I will be more here.

Oh yee my cat is inlove with me, he actlay doesn't want to go home if I am not there.

Well more diteles tomorrow cause I am so tired. Speek soon and I hope U are all cool...xxx

So Hello! I don't know how have you been doing cause I am sort of not so much on computers as I want to. " days ago I started studying and at first I came forward wary fast but today I woken up and I can't remember a thing. WTF? So it scared me a bit, I don't want to lost a year. You all think I am over reacting but I am not, cause this subjects brings me only 2 points, put my brilliant profesors decided form this year forward that we have to clean the whole year without transferring one or two exams that are like 2 points. I mena WTF? I am so pissed and scared, a lot of people are, case I for example have only this subject and photography which my profesor doesnt let us take earlier, and I am not so afraid of him but some pole have like 3 or even 5 exames. I know you would think we are bunch of lazy people but it is far away from that cause we have like up 14 subjects by semester which is a lot comparing to my brothers Uni where they have max 5 subjects by semeseter. Uf I need as much as luck as posible.
On the other subject I was in hospital. Cause of my sicknes. They drained blood form me and aperently there is something wrong wit this thing called T3. I am wateing for results, that are going to came in 4 days tops. But I hated that morning. Usualy I don't mind going htere but this time there were way to much old poeple who were acting stupid, yeah acting not beeing stupid so they could cut lines. I know they are old and everything, but they coused so much deleys, and the thing that frustraded me the most they arent doing it delicat, they are doing it like nut jobs. Like one example whe I wanted to smak the fake teeth out of this grany. She went in ( in to the blood draining room way before me and we all knew she was cuting lines) and was pretty shauting. When I came and that was about 2 mintes after, she was acting like she was on drugs. She madled with the blod that they drained, and the nurse and one ehnitian like talked to her and she was like ups, I am crazy. The worst part is that the tehnition that drained my blood kind of was way to much looking at the nutty poked me way to much hard so I have have hematoma on my hand like I am some kind of a junky, and don't after there was so much blood, it was hard to stop it so when me and my mom after little shopping came to the city I was still belading, thank god she have me an aditional covering.
Alos I meet up with my backstabing ex friend, my mom thought I over reacted but I am not stupid. I now my mom is afraid for me cause I alanated my self from my friends. But I am not puting down my self, aldow she apologized and brought me books and cd wit textures sibce she knows I like them. We were talkin a bit over an icecream but I didn't put my self, I only asked her questions, which I saw that she is botherd about that, also she asked me if I wanted to pick our mutual friend Lana for me airport this Saturday, which I a split cause I like Lana.
One Crazy thing, tomorrow aka in 2 hours it will be my moms birthday and my friends Kristina. So I took the money that my brother, my dad and me colected for her birthday so I managed to fool her :D. And bought it today. I toled her this anoying guy that went to the elementry school with me saw me and chathed a bit and I managed to go out in town, buy the gift and come back in 45 minutes, and ym walks are like 35...:D....best timeline ever. Plsu good thing since I am broke I can buy Kristinas gift on Monday sice that will be the party day....ah

Well over and out...also I changed my name on facebook in Alice Andrpants so I can freak out people who anoy me or they loose the will to talk to me. :D...not any of you affcoars...:P

Oh Lena if you are near Zagreb I know you tolled me you will be here soon so tell me so we could go out on a coffie or something else.

xxx <3 U guys!

Aloha! So today I am feeling like crap, it is not anything serious just I hadn't slept last night so I pretty tired. My brother was out so he liked texted me every 45 minutes. So I spent my last day of freedom doing nothing. I say it is my last day of freedom cause tomorrow I am starting to study, I try not to but I should. At the moment I am eating a slice of cheese so sorry if my grammer is worse then it is usual.
So from my extremely boring and unproductive day I managed to have couple of kicks. Like I found out that my cat likes to be brushed, he started to roll all over the place, and that is one of the cutes things I saw. Also I did updated my myspace and twitter but nothing special. The two things I will post today is that yesterday I watched one ot hte Doctor Who episodes that I missed while they were on TV and it sort of freaked me out. The epy is called Blink and for those who watched them it is about weeping angels - the evil statues. I was realy scared at some points, and the worst is I don't get scared of dr who shows, plus it kind of ruined my trips to semetery cause on one semetery I go often they have similar statues. (ok I just relaised what I said) I go to semeterys just to watch the statues not for some animal sacrifises and dead worshipping.
Second I found some new lost spoilers on spoilerfix so I will put them screened under cut cause I know some of you don't like to be spoiled....( Lost spoilers... ) 

So first here are the icons I made....well some     and the rest is here at my icon community.

And on the record what I did today and yesterday, well I chatted with Robbie on MSN and went to the doctors, also little bit woked for my dad which I hate cause he doesn't pay me, and he payed my brother for the same job...: /....also today my friend Vanessa invited me to to go for a shopping with her. Well since I am broke I did manige to colect some money and actulay boght my slef new earings, some school suplise and and some hairclips since I broken mine while I was goofing aroud going to docs (I don't now why I did that). At the monet I am bored as hell. Oh I also joined twitter and updated my myspace page since I haven't been there for ever.  So I hope U guys are ok, and I am so happy that finaly I ahave anormal size entry. ;D, also if any of you have any memes I am going to steal it cause I need it.

xxx M

Hello Hello my friends!
How are U copping with this summer heath? I my self not. For the past week I had been fighting with my worse half that you could read about in the last entry. That situation kind of let mi in a bad mood, so I decided I will do drastic mesures and not generaly towards that person but my life in general. I am a nice person, a bit winey but nice, a good friend and so on.
On some other topic my cat is fantastic, better then fantastic, he gained even more kilos after his sickness, which makes me so happy, cause I love when my pats are little bit chubby. So after hearing this you would be supprised by my next crazy action. Well I don't know if I tolled you but this year after having splliting headaces, nosia, swing moods, depression and so on I went to the doc and foud out that I have another iless aka problems with my  thyroid gland which is cuasing all that and me getting fat. Well couple of years ago (4) I was let say fat but I loose waight and again after getting madication which would  regulate my waight I gained a lot of weight, personaly I wouldn't mind it, but I didn't have any clothes to ware cause the ones I have was to small and things started to brake which made me feel like a grose pig so I am on a diet for list 10 days, maybe more, and sice I am eatig friute and drinking water it is fine, I think I lost about 2-3 pounds....but my mom thins it might be more...alow she is a bit pissed at me cause I am taking thigs so drasticaly, but she was pretty pissed to when I had fat ass...so I don't care at the momet what she thinks.
Alos once again I posed nude for my friend Vanessa. I know you would think I am a nut for doing this for the 4 time, but since our topics for photography are nudes for like every semester we had, I think it is pointless and extremely hard to find people wiling to do it, so we kind of all need eachother, she will pose me and I will pose her....
This week was pretty bussy for me since U2 had 2 concerts in my town, and all my reletives camed here and every beside me (including my famly) went to that spetacualr event, and I must say I am bigger fan then they all are. So you ask your self why is that, and personaly I don't know, I had a feeling I wanst suppose to go so I decided to stay. Plus since the concert was like 15 minute walk from my home I could hera it perfectly.
Lately I had been obsessed with TV show called The Office the US version, and more obsessed with bouth of my fav doctors the Who and the House so I need help.
Uf I hate when this is so hard. Every time I deicde to make an enty I have tone of interesting things to say but when I do everything is so bank...
So I am about to uppload some icons that I made and make an entry...so C ya xxx

Greating's guys!

How have you been. Well I probably wouldn't post today cause I was working on a project for a contest but since I had a big fight with my friend I decided I will tell you what happened. Well you are stuck with me and my rant. At least you can unfriend me when I piss U of.
So Here I go. Well we bought found out that we decided that we will enter this contest so she asked me if we could team up cause she needed my help. And I could bold that and say that she need my help, cause she does, she has bad grades, well except from math and that stuff, but from ilustration, graphic, web I was always better, and listen what she sad to me in the last 3 days, that she did it cause I need her help, that I always need her help, and that all my project that are award wining stuff are just my dumb luck. Come one, I always doubt my self in every minute second, but to hear this, and how she will not, cause we used her computer to get entry code, she has it, she wouldn't let me enter work before she edites it. I feel so backstabed. I know that from this you will probably think I am full of my self, I even ask my self at the momet, but my shrink last year toled me that that is not the case, the case is that I am a pushover. I am always hepling here with all her projects. This winter we did a project and she tolled me that all my ideas were crap and that I should do what she and my other "frined" tell me cause I am STUPID, but look what ended, I did one of my own idea, and everbody liked it, my ex asistend kind of figurated what was going on publicly supported me, and when they got my file the just screwed it up so profesors decided that I should do the main and they will watch. I don't know what will I do but beeing an other girls bitch is not in my futre. I always thought my lonlines was not normal but know I see that I only function if my am alone rider.

One good news is that my cat is finaly a bit better, he started to eat, and walk a bit, but still sleeps most of the day, still yeee.....
Since my fece is stuck to a watermelon at the momet..
 this will bee all from me...see ya some day...xxx

Huy guy, it is me once again!
Well I am a bit tired, my cat is not doing good. We took him to the vet after he wasn't eating, drinking for 2 days. The only thing he did is lay down like he was hurt and meow when some one of us wanted to pick him up. I am still scared,  cause he didn't eat even this dryed meet he adores. The worst part when we were getting there cause we walked with him (me and my mom) in our hands, we never bought the bag for cats. He is with us like for a mouth, and we planed to get it when we would go to nana's.  But people there were extremly nice. When you go to a doc usualy allmost never people talk but here everybody was nice and helpful and full of advice. We got to se doc pretty soon but I kind of felt bad for him cause they needed to take temperature the old fation way with thermometer in the ass. :( my pore guy, I allmost cryed plus his temperature was 41 C and they needed to take blode from him, wich he took wary brave and after that 3 shots cause he has some toxic virus. He was after that little bit better but today he got even bigger temperature, and he has to take shots for a week. I am so scared that he could die. Last night I didn't sleep to check if he has temperature or he is dead (yes I know I am paranoid) and today it is not better alodw he ate more, but I am realy scared, none of my cats before have ever been that sic, if they had temperature or a cold, they would srest one day and tomorrow they would be much better and next day cured. So this is how I am spending my days. Not cool.
Well I hope tomorrow I will have better news.

xxx

Ahoy again, I know I wasn't here for about a week, but still a big hello! I was away at my friends vinyard. I came yesterday and since it was in the midle of no where we didn't have internet, so the only fun thing was photo booth on my friends mac. Well I did and sort of didn't enjoy my stay there, cause she has stolen my design from a last year project and knaw wants me to help here design it...I mean wtf. The worst thing is that profesors think I had stolen it from her whixh is stupid cause she is doing it for this year project and I did it last year. But I must say the rest was ok, and I loved her grandmother. She took us in to this strange forest and we went picking mushroom, puls the woman is a fantastic cook, and so nice, she kind of reminded me of my nana. The first night we where there was terible cause first we couldn't sleep out of heath, and after that the was something near small tornado, I don't know what is it called on english, so we had to close everything, then the sun came out at 5 am, and her mom came to to put the shades, and after that workers came to put the pipes, so the sund of stone braking killed us. The good thing is that we decided not to sleep at all and designed the fundamental idea of a competition we are palning to make.
Today was not so special day, cause my kitten is sic, I don't know how but he stoped eathing, and at one time he was shivering, :/, so I am taking care of him. I saw that his foot is swolen. Beside that I only cleaned my room a little bit and wantch tv a bit.

So this is from me, I will try to post pics from the trip in next post as well as a little bit more interesting entry and little bit more banners for contest. Chears

Oh ye Monika I know you said you wanted to see pictures of my kitty Hiro, well here are cople of them, I have 2 or 3 new ones, but this ones are like 3 weeks old tops.

Nt so little but little hiro