So I am siting on my sofa, half asleep, half awaken, nervous with the biggest hair clip in my hair ( It is half size my head) and posting probably my last post in next 3 weeks. Tomorrow Uni starts and I am screaming I DON'T WANT TO GO and the worst is that I will stay only one one subject I am kind of fighting with my team (the one I make movie with) cause they are so lazy. Yesterday I did bunch of thinking and making and they are oh I have plans with my friends, I wana sleep. Oh I am up for giving some bitch slap.
Yesterday I went to town and spent money not planed, I bought my self some button earrings, hand gloves, bracelate, a used watch for like 2 $...
God I am so nervous, I guess it is cause all that shit that will happen tomorrow, today I redesigned my font, I still don't know what to name it, if anybody has any ideas, pls post it is a black letter font, that looks like branches and it will be conected to gosts, vampires and everything Tim Burton makes, it is similar to his Big Fish poster. Since we are speaking of posters I also done one and a half today. But this whole situation is causing me insomnina for couple days. That is bad cause I use to have sleep problems, I sue to me awake for like 3 mounts and I kind of get made at that time at the begining I am wary productiv but I don't want to take pills no more cause they make me wana sleep a bit more...
God I just saw that those two are flirting on my profil pics so C ya guys I need to trow up the juice I drank before.....anyway I will try to brake my record and post tomorrow...xoxoxox....or little bit later if I find a meme....

Hey ho! Long time again we haven't spoken. I just didn't have time and I didn't know what to say when you are drained. Holidays what to say about that. Well I love and hate them. To me it is time I want to have for more sleep and doing nothing but it never ends like that. A lot of my friends had birthdays, and then x-mas gifts I claimed a bankcropsy. This past days were so tiring and I haven't done a lot, well a big zero, and a lot of project submitions are, plus my photography professor tolled me that I am the devil. It was quite mean and sad situation. Cause the whole time the assistent was telling me I am doing things fine and he said that I am total idiot but not in a noce way. He said that I am a bad person and screamed at me in fromt of my class plus make fun of me. I was hurt, didn't cry till I get home (what did that idiot expect I am half blind and 90% of ppl use half digital cameras that sharpen them s4elfs, my is complitely analog so I sharpen with my eyes and hands). I thought he had the right but aperently when I got home and at Uni next day everybody said camed to me and congratelated me cause they aperetly he actted like a jurk.
There were some cool parts, like my friend Lana had a birtday and we went to Vienna with her. Those who are friends with me can see 3 albums on facebook. And the sumery is YOU MUST GO THERE. I hate traveling, I know I am a freek but I do, but Vienna is so so so cool, the streets are beautiful, and the food, oh my god the food, I had the best cakes and sossages there. Plus I boght the bigest hairclip there (it is half zize of my head) and the pretty big pencile (like those pointy sticks Buffy uses to kill vampiers)....lol.....
The other thing I don't know what plans you have for new year, but my idea was to stay home and watch movies, and I would be pretty happy with that idea. Like spending time in my warm center. But everybody was like feeling bad for me, they didn't last year so I don't get what is the big deal but this tim was aperently big cause my friend callled me form her trip (she is in France) and cryed allmost cause I would be poor and alone on new years. So I kind of got tierd people feeling bad for me, so I said yes to a party invite but I so am not in a mood to go, first the ticket cost like 15 dolars, and the worst part came when I found out that HE and SHE will be there. OH earth eat me. I am Jacks self dissapointment and broken heart. I mean come on. I suffered enough. I will try not to get bumered and away from them. Maybe I wouln't spend it on last party when they were every step next to me.

Well Happy NEW YEAR I HOPE THIS ONE WILL BE BETTER THEN LAST ONE ;D I LOVE YOU ALL.

ups and a meme I stolen form minuh that I forgotten to fill on my own...:P

( I got a thing about you... )

Here I go again! Ahoy guys! I hope you are all doing fine and done some blasting stuff while I was gone cause I got ill last week. I went for a meeting about my job to see what they wanted, and the where in lats 9 days is more winter the late summer, and I went out in a T – shirt while the fumes were coming out of my mouth and cold rain falling on my face, and no did I get smart from that experience, NO! The next day I went out with my friend and we walked to the woody part of the town so it was freezing evil. So the Sunday was pretty much spent in the be with goof dripping from my nose. I felt so bad from the next 3 days, and my trough still hurts. The worst part was that I had to spent whole week at my uni, and found out that I am including 1/6 of students there a criminal. But it is not my choice the profesor from our main cours (and the main cours is the one that in ables you to in role in the next year if you have got a signiture and grade) seams to have problems with him self, or maybe likes to act like a total ass, for about 4 months didn’t gave us grades, so we weren't suppose to in role, aldow we begged him but when someone is a dick, then nothing needs to be said. So the woman who is suppose to inrole us gave us the promition to inrole, alow this is against the rules.

Last night I went to a concert with my friends, it was a punk / rock band from my country, 20^th birthday. It was great, beside the time I was about to meet my friends. While I was in a tram, on one station, came a bunch of people, and a bounch of drunk guys souranded me. One was tuching me whole time, I tried to ignore them but it seamed to get them mad so I acted cool and like tried to be friendly and not put out. But it wasn’t nice and nobody wouldn’t chip in and said leave the girl alone. Plus the one that was tuching me and huging me (after I toled him I was taken) went mad from the idea that I made my lego ear ring, and all the time wanted me to sit in his lap. You wouldn’t bolieve how I was relived to get out. But when I meet up with my friend it was great, we had so much fun, we even rolled in the grass (and I haven’t done that in 2 years). The bad thing was that we splited up in 3 – 4 little grups cause some people were meat up with some other people. But the grup I was in meat up with this other grup that we meet that night and had a blast. My friend Lana went “in love” with this guy. But the nest part was that we were like 20 meters away from the stage. I came back beaten from  jumping and screaming.

Oh and I all most forgotten I did my job, the so wanted to rip me of, you wouldn’t bolieve, and the wanted me to print for them 500 peaces of fliers O_o, so after that thy will pay me. Ok I am a idiot, but not that big. Still they ripped me of, but not as they hopped for. Still I was supposed to get payed on Friday, but the guy is not repaying my calls, still I sent him a message to not mess with me cause I know where he lives.

And the last one the horny 22 year old talking from me. I had a dream about LB, that my mother is fighting with his brother and that while I was climbing some stairs hw went by me and our elbones tuch and even in my dream I stopped and bitten my lip and went OMG. I am mad.

I guess this ditocsication is bassed on the fact that my uni starts tomorrow. :/

AND HAPPY BIRTDAY TO MY LITTLE BROTHER!!!